i'm a writing machine right now. so much useless information in my brain, so little time.
actually, i have so much more time now and i just want to use every minute, doing all the things i haven't gotten to do this whole year. wanna write, wanna practice, paint, cook, sleep, read, see friends.
my amazing friend toni came over for lunch and blessed me with her beautiful singing and playing of songs she had written. wow! i have no idea how to create songs from nothing ~ only know how to execute melodies that have already been designed for me. that is also a gift, i know, but composers really baffle me. so impressive.
anyway, now my head is in the clouds and i want to look out the window all day, sip tea and watch the rain.
summer is finally here and i couldn't be happier. i feel an enormous weight lifted off my shoulders, and voice. i will teach for 7 hours tonight and it will feel great because i know i can give my all and not be committing vocal suicide in the process. who cares? all i'm going to do tomorrow is teach some more. no biggie.
the next important thing to add as soon as possible is the working out thing. i was going to do it today, but i'll start tomorrow for sure. and it will feel so good to get back to it. just don't look at your body for 6 weeks, sarah. at the end of those 6 weeks, you'll feel great and look great too, and you'll be on your way to accomplishing your goal. but don't beat yourself up by looking at your body and being mad while you are doing something about it.
that's my motto.
i talk to myself a lot.
don't we all?